I am annoyed.

Since Tuesday my ears have been ringing. It's annoying. So annoying that I've considered just stabbing my ears with a pencil to get it over with. But then I figured the pain isn't really worth it.

And now too many things are just piling up on my shoulders, I just want to say to the world, back the F off.

You want evidence that there is no god? Here's your evidence. If there happened to be a god, I would like to tell him that he messed up, that his world isn't as cracked up as he thinks it is, and he should sod off.

I think I'm allowed a few selfish moments every now and then. I believe I am living my life as good as I can possibly be. But feck, why do all the selfish people around me get all the good bits? It's not fair, really. But life isn't really fair to begin with. Bahhh..

If I get depressed, I'm killing someone.

Rant - far, FAR FAR from over. My anger is bubbling over like an imminent volcanic eruption.