The Big Wide World

August 8, 2007
Mood: extremely excited, nervous and scared

I'm scared.

Portus 2008 : July 10-13, 2008 , Dallas, Texas

Accio 2008 : July 25-27, 2008, Oxford, England

I finally got the go ahead signal from my mother to go alone unsupervised to these events.

And I am scared.

I am excited though, cause it's gonna be tons of fun, I'm gonna go meet a bunch of friends that I've never met before. It's a Harry Potter convention, and it's gonna be glorious!!

But I am a bit frightened at the prospect of traveling alone.

Heck, I'm scared out of my wits!!!

I have a lot of "what if's", "what now's", "how's", and stuff running around my mind. But ah, things will sort themselves out.

And as my mom said, "You can read English, you can speak English, I see no reason why you'd get lost." See my mom, the Sagittarius. :D

I'm soooo excited! Words cannot describe the excitement I'm feeling right now. If I could, I'd pack my suitcase right now and wander off... but I can't! I need more money, more time, more preparations, more everything!!

And I'll have to ask my mom's help about ticket reservations and stuff... I've no problem with Dallas, cause someone's gonna pick me up. But you know what scares me the most?

England's train stations.

They've got a whole web of trains!! Honestly! I don't understand a thing!! I'm scared!! Accio sounds like a formal but fun event, and it's in England! ENGLAND!! But it's gonna be my first time there and I'll be all alone!!

Well, granted, two people I know whom I've never met are gonna be there too but that's beyond the point.

I do know an Englishman, but I'm too shy to bug him for help. Honestly. Maybe as a last resort.

Jerry! You have to freakin' help me!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!

I am at the verge of panicking; yet the event is a year away!! Holy crap!! >_<;; I guess I'll just have to reassure myself that it's all gonna be okay. That everything's gonna sort themselves out...